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♫I heard an old old story, how saviour

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came from glory. How he gave His life on

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Calvary, to save someone like me. I heard

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about is groaning of his precious Bloods

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atoning, then I repented of my sin and won the victory♫

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Good morning. Good morning. I thank God for this

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glorious Lord's Day, our church and for

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my family. As many of you already

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know, our daughter, Sarah, is leaving us.

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Later today she'll be heading off to college

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and she will be missed by her brother

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and mother, and me too of course.

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When Sarah was a young girl, she loved to

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ride, had a vivid imagination.

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In fact, I fell in love with the way her

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mother wrote so beautifully years ago.

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And Sarah's blessed with her mother's

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talent and stubbornness.

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No, not your mom. In reality, Sarah's a lot

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like her dad.

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Sarah will be studying journalism and as

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every parent, you want your child to go

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out and make a positive difference in

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the world.

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In Matthew, God scripture tells us "let

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your light shine before others, so they

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may see your good deeds and glorify your

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father in heaven. Sarah, my prayer for you

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as you go out in this world, you make a

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positive difference, your light shines

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bright, and never goes down. Now if you

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would, take your Bibles up, turn to Jonah

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chapter 1 for today's message.

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Jonah chapter 1, verse 1. "The word of the

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Lord came to Jonah son of Amitai, go to

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the great city of Nineveh

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and preach against it because its wickedness has

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come before me, but Jonah ran away from

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the Lord and headed to Tarsus. He went

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down to Joppa where he found a ship

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bound for that port. After paying the

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fare, he went aboard and sailed for

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Tarsus to flee from the Lord"

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Sure gonna miss you Sarah.

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Ah, yeah. It's the first time away from the

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city. I'm gonna miss my friends and my

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family. Oh, good luck to you. Don't get all

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well and start partying. Come on, not a chance.

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You know schools too important to me.

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Damn girl, you scared the shit out of me

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Tony tang, but you can call me TT. Sarah

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Oneal. You had a beautiful voice. Girl, please.

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Yeah, you should be a professional singer.

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No, you're not catching me 10 years from

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now on TV one dong song, talking about

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how broke I am, divorced, on drugs, kids by

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five different baby daddies, no. I sing

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for myself. What's TV one? Anyway,

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let me help you with your bags. Where are you

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from? uh Green Pastures, Oklahoma. You?

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South Central LA. My dad owns a cool spot

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on Venice Beach and in South Central.

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I know I look black with tight eyes but

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my mom is black in my father's Asian. She

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says she got tired of big dick, so

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she married my father. That's fucked up right?

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Girl, I'm just playing but she does tell

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him that when she's mad. What about your

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people? um, my mother and brother?

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Oh is he cute?

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Yeah, but he's 14. Oh. um, my father is a

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pastor and a farmer. Oh damn, I've just

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been cursing and shit? I mean, I'm sorry.

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My girl Keisha said I need to check my

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vocabulary. It is my second year

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in college. You'll like Keisha, she into that

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spiritual shit- I mean stuff. We can meet

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up with her tomorrow, she works late at

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the coffee shop. So what are you studying?

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Journalism, I want to be a writer. Oh cool.

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Oh my god!

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What? Nothing. Girl, you really our country.

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What? It just looks like your ashes

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jumped off the Mayflower, that's what.

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You're not getting a dick- I mean you

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ain't getting no man looking like that.

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I'm just saying. I'm not here for that.

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I don't want to lose my scholarship but

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I was thinking about going shopping this

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weekend. Oh yeah, I'm down. Cool. Bye.

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Bye!

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I'd like to introduce myself to you. I am

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Professor Miller, and welcome to

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Journalism 201. This course you're going

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to take, is going to teach both

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storytelling and how you can face themes

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through your writing as a Journalist.

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Your first assignment, I want you to go

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out and find a story that entreat you.

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You would be graded at the end with your

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writing but in class, you're going to

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learn how to become a great

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investigative journalist. So go out

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and make me proud people, and please, do

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not waste your parents money.

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Alright guys, here's your pizza. You know if you need anything else.

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No, thank you.

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[Chatting in the background]

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Hello, can I get you a glass of iced tea?

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or anything? Actually, a glass of water

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would be fine.

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Okay, great. um, excuse me, are you Keisha?

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Yes. I'm TT's roommate, Sarah. Oh really. Yeah. Okay. She said you don't always-

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I do, I do. You just moved here right? Yes.

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from Oklahoma. Oh cool. Yeah. What are you studying? Journalism I actually

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have like this-

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Sorry it's TT, she's trying to- oh okay.

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Yes, she was supposed to meet me here but

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she can't make it.

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I'm- I have this paper, I have to find a good topic

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for. hmm.

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So- Cool, let me tell you what, I would like a party this

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weekend and it's gonna be at the melting

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pot here in Dallas, you guys should come. Yeah

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that would be great. Okay great.

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I'll come back with your water. Thank You, Keisha.

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Anyway, did you see that bitch's mouth fall open?

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Thought I couldn't pay. Which do you

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want, cash or charge?

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Yeah, she was a little shocked when she

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saw all that cash in your wallet, was that

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all $100 bills? Yeah mostly, but you know it's

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funny how they think minorities don't

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come for money, like we don't work for

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ours. Kiss my ass trick. Does that always happen? Oh, yes

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maybe following me and be the white bitch's

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still in makeup, boosting clothes. I can't

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steal. Like those prison whores would

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be fighting over my fondness. I can't have

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it. Does it the bother you?

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It did, but then I just kind of like

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ignore it and laugh, then you find a ways

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to get people to put their foot in their mouth.

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I love cracking bitches faces. Cacker

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face? Yeah, like prove them wrong, get them

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to pick up their face off the floor,

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It's an expression. Oh, I don't think I could

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handle that that well. hmm, welcome to the

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big city. You deal with a lot of shit

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here but don't let that scare you. Maybe

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I can show you around and then

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eventually you can make some more

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friends. Thanks, I appreciate that.

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[Door opened]

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I hate working this fucking shit, can't

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make no damn money, these broke-ass

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niggas. I'm leaving this motherfucker.

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Yeah, I hear you, but are you working at the right boy last night?

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Cos I know you get a group thing and I know

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you get a lot of love there, here love my

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seats yeah. Hell yeah, the bitches love

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me too, shit!

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Well, hell no. I told my cousin, Keisha

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I was going to her broke ass birthday party.

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She liked going to some club that

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serves some damn non-alcoholic

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smoothies, like what if they get in it?

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Girl, what kind of shit is that? That's fucked up

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I can't go nowhere without a drink. Shit I

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can't have fun without my drink,

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hell no. Yeah, right. Tell everybody, think it's some college

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hangout spot with her and her friends

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get together, think they can talk about

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changing the world.

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Some political bullshit. I don't know why

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ain't nothing gonna change. Government,

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people, they're not gonna do a damn thing.

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Everybody's so fucking fine by it. Exactly!

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I ain't stripping because I love this shit. Okay, fuck. Yeah, I do.

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While I'm fine and look this damn good, I'm a milk these niggas

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and bitches for every dime they got, and have a fat

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bank robe from for you, watch. Damn right easy girls, nobody gives a fuck

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♫♫Brace yourself, just know nice Ricky to

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show. Everything is everything we about

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to blow up in the car, seat belt saw his

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on the wheel, turn the GPS on set at the

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talent bill. We can reach paradise

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instead of using paradise. Can you see my vision, use your pair of eyes, yeah♫♫

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♫♫Blacky blacky blacky, Blacky blacky blacky, Why are you so ugly, Why are you so ugly♫♫

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♫♫Blacky blacky blacky ♫♫Blacky blacky blacky- Leave my cousin alone.

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She's beautiful, you hater. You're the ugly one

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Who needs these kinds of fools anyway, we're cousin,

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don't ever feel those haters.

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What's the matter? They always make fun of me, I don't have to be so dark.

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Don't worry about them, baby. You are my

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beautiful girl. Daddy loves you

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and Keyshia loves you, you gotta love yourself. Okay, dad.

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Let's go home, daddy will make it right.

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See you later, Kay.

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We'll be back in teen y'all. Smoothies are at the bar. They have a new smoothie

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Tacare, Orange, Julius. I'm going to say, it is delicious, I'm on my second one.

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So, I'll see you out there in a second, okay.

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I don't think Keisha give the shit, like-

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Hi ladies, want something to drink? I think I'm

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gonna get that new tacare juice orange. Oh, that sounds

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good baby, yes give me one too.

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Y'all still ain't got no alcohol here?

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No ma'am, they do not have alcoholic

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beverages, only smoothies and water.

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Well, I guess I'll take one of those Orange

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Julius too, but none that tacare, I don't want

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to be having diarrhea and shit.

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Alright.

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Oh my god. So anyway.

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Okay, I'm so glad that you made it

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out with me, on my birthday. So um, I mean, how

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you been? What's it been like, a year? How've you been, how's Mikky? Keisha!

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Hey! Happy birthday. Oh my gosh, thank you so much.

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Look at you. Oh, thank you so much for coming out. If you

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need anything, give me a call. I appreciate it.

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How's Nikky?

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We broke up months ago, that trick ain't right. Oh my gosh, I was so cute

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together. I'm so sorry to hear that. Don't be.

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I caught that trick with another piece of

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fish in my bed, no less than a week that

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we got into it. She started acting all

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crazy when she got back from your joint.

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Acting like she- you know what, you don't

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even want to know, but I'm good.

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I'm looking for some new fish. Acting like what, Kay?

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It's not going to a fuckin plantation, she

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came back acting all word, like those

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bitches in lockup, treat me like I was a

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fucking slave. Hell no! You know I don't

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play that shit, cousin. Hell no! Plus that

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trick's real jealous. I'm good. I'm good, for real.

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[Music]

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[Music]

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Hey girl, happy birthday! I um

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Hey! Hi! Sit with the ladies.

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um, TT's dad's store got robbed, and so

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her mum asked her to come to the shop. Oh men!

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that's too bad.

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[Music]

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Thanks. Well Sarah, these are my friends.

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Hi. This is Chad, Crystal and my Candy. Hi.

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[Music]

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[Music]

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Hey, Candy! Why are you doing that up in here. Keisha, listen to me.

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[Music]

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So Sarah, how do you like it so far?

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[Music]

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I like it, I'm just little homesick.

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Kind of miss my family

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and my horse, Starlight.

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Hey Sarah, I actually ride horses.

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My family, they own a ranch about 25 miles

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inside of Dallas. If you ever want to come ride.

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[Music]

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[Music]

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Yeah, I'd love to.

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[Music]

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So Sarah, what's your major? Journalism.

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I have this professor Miller- Me too, I have her.

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She's great. Yeah, I just didn't think I was

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getting ready to writing an assignment this big, so

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soon. You have to get story right.

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Don't worry, you'll find the right topic,

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and it'll probably just fall right

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in your lap. So always something crazy in this city.

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[Music]

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But I don't know what you bitches came

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here to do, but it's time to sign out.

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Hey Sarah- eh, come dance with me.

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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Hey Sarah, so nice to meet you. Me too. All right.

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Stay safe. You too.

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[Footsteps]

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[Music]

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Well! well! well! Hey Sarah. Hey. Did you

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have a good time?

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Yeah, Keisha's friends are super nice.

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Yeah, they're okay, but I'm not trying to drink

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smoothies, that's for kids. I don't

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really drink that much, so tired. Yes you

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are but I can't see you drinking anyway.

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I don't really.

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[Music]

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You all help getting that good grade,

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you should call me.

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[Music]

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Thanks. Okay.

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[Music]

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See you later.

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[Footsteps]

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[Music]

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Hey Sarah. Hey. I know we didn't get to talk

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much inside but I was wondering if you're gonna grab

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a coffee. It's a little late. How about

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I won't keep you out much later. I actually

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know a place nearby. Okay. Alright? Yeah, sure.

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So, a peaky girl from Oklahoma, what do y'all do for

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fun in the country? Well, I don't know, I guess the same thing all Texas boys do here.

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Cow things and camp out with each other and sleeping with the neighbours sheep.

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Okay, I deserve that.

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Yeah, you did.

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So, why journalism? I guess I get it from my mom.

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My family does missionary work and

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travel supports of Indian and Africa,

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throughout the year. Wow, that must have

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been exciting. Let's just say it was a

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humbling experience. I can imagine.

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Yeah, my mom, she's able to capture and paint

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these pictures with her writing and I've

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seen the look on the congregation's face

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when she's reading her books,

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It's amazing. I knew that I wanted to be like

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her. What are the names of your mom's books?

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There's two, one is, "God still loves

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Africa" and "God loves our love" Okay,

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can't say I've heard of any of them but I'd

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love to read them one day. Most people

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have it, but I have a copy you can borrow.

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I'd love that. So I guess you and your mom

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are pretty close? No, um, my dad and I used to

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be close until my little brother came

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along. Now we're just like two sheeps

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passing out the night.

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My mom thinks that I was gonna sleep

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with every boy in town. So did you?

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Did I what? Sleep with every boy in town.

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No I I- No I what? I'm. What? I'm a virgin.

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and I'm

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waiting for the right person, just like

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the Good Book says

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[Music]

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When I was 14, I got really sick and I

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had to stay home from school, but we have

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this big TV in the living room but we

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were only allowed to watch it on

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Saturdays, and my mom had to leave to

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go get some feeds and it's about an hour up and

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an hour back, so I decided to run into

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the living room and try to watch TV

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and there was a show on and it was this

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woman, just wanted to know who the father

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of her baby was. She slept with like 20

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men, and so the host of this show, he

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does this DNA test, right. All 20 of them

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weren't the father. She started crying

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and running around on stage and

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all these people are laughing at her when he

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should have been praying for her.

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I decided after I saw that, that no

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fornication for me, plus my parents would

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killed me and raised the baby on their

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own. Yeah, my mom came back and I was

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asleep on the couch, with that show on.

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She was so mad, she didn't even spank me for a week.

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God, you're not only beautiful

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but I love your innocence.

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Thank you. I respect that, it shows true

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strength, exactly what God intended a woman

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to be, not just about her sexuality.

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So if your wife gained a thousand pounds, you'd

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still love her just for her mind?

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Mind and body. My mom like five years ago,

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she actually lost her leg in a car accident

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and my dad loved her just the same.

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So yeah, if my wife gained a thousand pounds,

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I'll love all 1,000 pounds over and then

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I'd buy her a treadmill with some salads.

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I loved her, I don't want to die on me.

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Oh my god, I didn't realize it was this

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late. I would've loved to finish this

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conversation but I really need to go home.

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How about I walk you? Okay. Alright.

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[Music]

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[Phone dialing]

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[Phone ringing]

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Hello!

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Good morning bunny. Good morning mommy

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Is everything okay?

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Yeah, fine. Your daddy and I were just

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wondering if you found a church yet.

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I was online yesterday, and that's some pretty good review- Come to God Missionary

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Church. It's like five blocks from campus.

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Yeah, I've seen that Church. It's just that I was up late studying.

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[Music]

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umm, but I will try to make service next week. Second

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service's at 12 o'clock today. I know but

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I have a paper due tomorrow. Okay, okay

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buddy. Just don't forget that God comes

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first. I know, I love you mum, I'll call you a little later, bye.

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Sarah?

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[Music]

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Kids!

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[Music]

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[Phone Dialing]

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[Phone vibrating]

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What's up? Is this candy? Who this? It's- it's Sarah

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TT's roommate. Oh, hey girl

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um you told me to call you if I wanted

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to grade on my paper. Do you have a car?

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No, I know I'm gonna get you, you can

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just fix me edges, okay? Okay, I'll see you then.

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Thank you. Hey.

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[Music]

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[Texting]

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[Music]

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[Ladies talking]

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Great. You want something to drink? Yeah, water would be fine.

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Water! I'll be quiet. Yeah,

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Can I use the bathroom for a- Yes down the hall to the right. This way? Yeah.

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[Footsteps]

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[Music]

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[Footsteps]

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Anyway, let me get this out so I can record you,

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that way, you know I can take notes later

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and what not. So what made you want to

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become an exotic dancer? Oh, girl

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we're gonna need a drink before we start this. Oh no, that's okay, I don't really drink.

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I'm gonna need a drink before we

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start this. Okay.

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Cuz if you want to know more

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about me, I have to start on my life first.

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Yeah, I could drink it.

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New Jersey. You're so beautiful, I had to look at

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you. Anyway, my mum was fifteen and

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pregnant with me when we came over from Kenya.

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My uncle, uncle Milton,

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Keisha's dad, he helped us come over.

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He came to the US, maybe two years before us.

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Anyway, my mom came over here, started

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and finished high school, and graduated

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from nursing school, girl.

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That's where she met my stepdad.

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Dr. Dave Morgan.

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A white dude.

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Kay, you're alright?

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They got married when I was 12. He was

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nice to my mom, and gave us a real good

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life. I had any toy, money, rich white

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grandparents, cousins, a big-ass house and

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shit and toys under the side.

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We were rich,

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until my mom, that bitch fucked it all up.

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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[Music]

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Babe! Don't call me babe, you pedophile. So

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all this time, you like little girls. What

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the hell. You are supposed to be her

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father. I was not hurting her, I love her

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and she loves me.

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You are sick. Hey, let me explain.

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[Girl screams]

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Go to your room, Candy. But mum- Go now, mummy needs to talk to daddy.

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[Door closed and locked]

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Wake up, wake up you asshole.

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What's this? Untie me. Please baby, what's this, untie

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me. Please baby. So, how long have you

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been fucking my little kid, sweetie? I can

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explain. Please untie me, please. So we can

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talk. I promise, it's it's not what you

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think, ask Candy. Why would you? Why my

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baby? You know what happened to me. You

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know what my dad did. I left my country

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to take her away from all that.

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How could you? I know, I know sweetie.

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[Shaking door]

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Untie me, please. I'm begging you. I asked you

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a question. How long have you been fucking

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my little Kay? Yeah, I've been doing it for

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a while. Your baby girl loves it, she's better than

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you've ever been.

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[Forcing door open]

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Mum, stop. He didn't do anything mum, I love him.

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No. Oh God. Never again. No, Doris, no no no! Mum, stop. Ahhh!

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My mum went native on his ass, took him back to Kenya. I was mad

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at my mom for a long time.

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I lost every

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fucking thing I love and still trying

521
00:36:40,800 --> 00:36:42,460
to find out how to get it back.

522
00:36:45,230 --> 00:36:48,660
Had to move back in with my poor ass uncle.

523
00:36:48,660 --> 00:36:54,290
Milton, always trying to tell me what the fuck to do.

524
00:36:54,300 --> 00:36:56,300
So, where is your mum now?

525
00:36:59,130 --> 00:37:01,560
Oh, she's locked up, doing a stretch for

526
00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:04,130
killing my stepdad, yeah.

527
00:37:06,730 --> 00:37:12,690
Mum's back ass stuff in the room and so he played out.

528
00:37:12,700 --> 00:37:16,600
[Laughing]

529
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:21,430
But that's not the fucked up that.

530
00:37:26,130 --> 00:37:28,460
See, my mom just told me two years

531
00:37:28,460 --> 00:37:31,830
ago who my real father was.

532
00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:42,300
My grandfather, my fucking grandfather.

533
00:37:42,300 --> 00:37:45,100
Ain't that part a bitch?

534
00:37:50,460 --> 00:37:53,560
My life can't get no better than this.

535
00:38:02,660 --> 00:38:06,730
I know my mom was only trying to protect me because she was raped.

536
00:38:11,060 --> 00:38:12,330
They never tried my white ass

537
00:38:12,330 --> 00:38:16,360
grandmother, no offense.

538
00:38:17,230 --> 00:38:20,630
Knew her son was a pedophile but did not

539
00:38:20,630 --> 00:38:25,590
want him to lose his license. Luckily,

540
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:31,530
some of the other victims parents, seen the case from the news.

541
00:38:31,530 --> 00:38:32,790
Found out he was dead.

542
00:38:32,800 --> 00:38:35,660
Kay spoke out because they knew they

543
00:38:35,660 --> 00:38:38,160
were going to be on them.

544
00:38:41,730 --> 00:38:45,930
My mom would have got the death penalty

545
00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:51,100
but they gave her 10 because she let him

546
00:38:51,100 --> 00:38:56,430
bleed out, and it wasn't premeditated.

547
00:38:56,430 --> 00:38:59,360
She'd be out in 6 months.

548
00:39:01,430 --> 00:39:04,130
Fucked up, uhh.

549
00:39:10,030 --> 00:39:13,890
[Music]

550
00:39:13,900 --> 00:39:19,460
[Music]

551
00:39:19,460 --> 00:39:25,730
[Music]

552
00:39:25,730 --> 00:39:31,660
Sarah, China, China, Sarah. And her girlfriend, Blake Brown.

553
00:39:31,660 --> 00:39:36,330
Oh, and black thing, men.

554
00:39:36,330 --> 00:39:46,960
You roll with the rest of that girl or what? No, here is where this fun is, right here.

555
00:39:49,360 --> 00:39:51,630
Oh shit! Sarah, we got to go.

556
00:39:51,630 --> 00:40:00,460
[Music]

557
00:40:00,460 --> 00:40:03,560
[Music]

558
00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:09,590
[Music]

559
00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:15,000
[Music... Baby crying]

560
00:40:15,000 --> 00:40:22,460
[Noise from TV]

561
00:40:28,060 --> 00:40:33,390
[Noise from TV]

562
00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:38,730
What is this? uhh, every day I come home from work and yo ass sitting

563
00:40:38,730 --> 00:40:40,190
on this couch, watching these damn

564
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:43,860
reality shows. Why is the baby crying?

565
00:40:43,860 --> 00:40:46,460
Can one of you get a job? Reggie!

566
00:40:46,460 --> 00:40:50,760
You watching these damn housewives and you know none of these bitches a real housewife.

567
00:40:50,760 --> 00:40:52,590
When do you see any of them cooking

568
00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:54,900
or cleaning? And why do they walk around

569
00:40:54,900 --> 00:40:57,000
all day in a cocktail dress in heels?

570
00:40:57,000 --> 00:40:59,660
This ain't "I Love Lucy" I'm a real

571
00:40:59,660 --> 00:41:04,560
housewife. Reggie! Reggie! get you monkey ass- Mama, what's up? What's up, I'm

572
00:41:04,560 --> 00:41:06,160
back here working on some beats. Reggie,

573
00:41:06,160 --> 00:41:07,460
didn't I tell you y'all need to get a

574
00:41:07,460 --> 00:41:11,390
job? A J-O-B. If your daddy was here Regg,

575
00:41:11,400 --> 00:41:14,330
he would beat your ass. God rest his soul

576
00:41:14,330 --> 00:41:19,460
Mama, daddy's in Houston. Well, it don't matter where he is, you need to do

577
00:41:19,460 --> 00:41:22,190
more, uhh, you need to do more than he did

578
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:24,300
Reggie. You have a family to take care of.

579
00:41:24,300 --> 00:41:26,900
I do what I can, Regg but you gotta do

580
00:41:26,900 --> 00:41:29,800
more. Mama, I got this. You got what?

581
00:41:29,800 --> 00:41:33,830
This nigga will get off this bitches tit, make her go somewhere. You say something you

582
00:41:33,830 --> 00:41:35,330
wretched bitch?

583
00:41:35,330 --> 00:41:37,090
[Baby crying]

584
00:41:37,100 --> 00:41:39,300
No ma'am.

585
00:41:39,300 --> 00:41:42,300
Bitch.

586
00:41:42,300 --> 00:41:43,230
[Baby suckling]

587
00:41:43,230 --> 00:41:46,530
Mom, I ain't got time for this.

588
00:41:46,530 --> 00:41:49,630
[Music]

589
00:41:49,630 --> 00:41:51,060
[Music]

590
00:41:51,060 --> 00:41:54,560
Damn, where's that Reggie ass?

591
00:41:54,560 --> 00:41:58,260
[Music]

592
00:41:58,260 --> 00:42:05,690
Don't worry your Reggie ass, you know what I'm saying. Don't even speak to him-

593
00:42:05,700 --> 00:42:15,600
[Music]

594
00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:20,560
Ooh hey, haha. Hey Candy. Hey Candy,

595
00:42:20,560 --> 00:42:24,060
when are you gonna let me hear, uhh? Nigga, fuck you, you know you couldn't hit this

596
00:42:24,060 --> 00:42:26,590
in less that 6 feet. Fuck you! You need

597
00:42:26,600 --> 00:42:30,930
some vitamin D your life. No nigga, you need to go get a job. Hey hey, who

598
00:42:30,930 --> 00:42:37,330
your friend is, uhh? Nobody, don't worry about it. I like your new chocolate, oh.

599
00:42:37,330 --> 00:42:40,430
[Music]

600
00:42:40,430 --> 00:42:48,430
[Music]

601
00:42:48,430 --> 00:42:50,230
[Bang on the door]

602
00:42:50,230 --> 00:42:51,760
Come on in.

603
00:42:51,760 --> 00:42:54,930
[Music]

604
00:42:54,930 --> 00:42:59,690
Keisha, are you ready? Yeah, just a second, I went out before you get here.

605
00:42:59,700 --> 00:43:03,430
Girl, when are you moving out of these damn projects?

606
00:43:03,430 --> 00:43:09,360
You know I'm doing what my papa did not want me to try. Jesus, hurry up.

607
00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:20,090
[Music]

608
00:43:20,100 --> 00:43:23,560
Can you please come out, I'm ready to go.

609
00:43:23,560 --> 00:43:25,030
Okay, I'm out.

610
00:43:25,030 --> 00:43:28,090
[Door opened and closed]

611
00:43:28,100 --> 00:43:30,830
Where the hell you've been little boy? They opened up a new

612
00:43:30,830 --> 00:43:32,190
chicken shine and gave us free chicken.

613
00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:34,700
Really? You know I was waiting on you.

614
00:43:34,700 --> 00:43:38,930
Only niggas, give me something that

615
00:43:38,930 --> 00:43:41,860
chicken, boy. You know we're cool, you better watch your

616
00:43:41,860 --> 00:43:43,230
little brother, don't be letting him get

617
00:43:43,230 --> 00:43:45,430
into shit like you do. Okay mom, I got this

618
00:43:45,430 --> 00:43:47,630
senior little brother loves his boo-boo.

619
00:43:47,630 --> 00:43:50,530
Oh yeah! Anyway, you could put that chicken

620
00:43:50,530 --> 00:43:52,960
in there, get dinner out when you're ready, and when you're done,

621
00:43:52,960 --> 00:43:54,790
make him watch a movie. Last time I came

622
00:43:54,800 --> 00:43:56,800
home, there was water and toilet paper all

623
00:43:56,800 --> 00:43:58,260
over the bathroom floor. I'm not trying

624
00:43:58,260 --> 00:43:59,630
argue when I come here and think.

625
00:43:59,630 --> 00:44:01,490
Big brother I'll teach his little brother how to wipe and

626
00:44:01,500 --> 00:44:04,000
wash his ass, what's wrong with that?

627
00:44:04,000 --> 00:44:06,960
Okay mum, no problem, I got it.

628
00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:09,730
All right.

629
00:44:10,730 --> 00:44:14,130
Look Wewe, I'm sorry, I had a really

630
00:44:14,130 --> 00:44:16,630
hard day at work. You know most moms

631
00:44:16,630 --> 00:44:18,860
don't like their son's girlfriend but you

632
00:44:18,860 --> 00:44:20,830
know what Wewe, if you and my son don't make it,

633
00:44:20,830 --> 00:44:23,190
just find a man that'll take care of you

634
00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:26,700
and my grandbaby, loves you and loves God.

635
00:44:26,700 --> 00:44:32,360
You know, that- that's all that one can
ask for

636
00:44:38,200 --> 00:44:40,360
[Door opened and closed]

637
00:44:40,360 --> 00:44:43,530
Why's these fools kid running out on me, damn.

638
00:44:43,530 --> 00:44:45,360
[Music]

639
00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:46,630
What's up, what's up?

640
00:44:46,630 --> 00:44:47,990
[Music]

641
00:44:48,000 --> 00:44:50,060
You're going to do your thing again? What the hell are you talking about?

642
00:44:50,060 --> 00:44:53,590
You know what I'm talking about. Oh men, I don't want to hear this. What! Come here

643
00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:57,730
come here. What! You know what we did- Bitch, you fucking with my man? Wow! Bitch!

644
00:44:57,730 --> 00:45:00,760
[Music]

645
00:45:00,760 --> 00:45:06,130
[Ladies fighting]

646
00:45:06,130 --> 00:45:13,990
[Screaming... fighting]

647
00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:18,230
Hell, I'm going to fuck this bitch up, look what she did to my hair. Bitch, get this shit and let's

648
00:45:18,230 --> 00:45:20,590
go. What the fuck's wrong with you, go.

649
00:45:20,600 --> 00:45:27,900
[Ladies arguing]

650
00:45:27,900 --> 00:45:32,130
Girls, roll on, roll on.

651
00:45:32,130 --> 00:45:33,860
[Music]

652
00:45:33,860 --> 00:45:35,590
Why you got the ass working?

653
00:45:35,600 --> 00:45:47,330
[Music]

654
00:45:47,330 --> 00:45:57,860
[Music]

655
00:45:57,860 --> 00:46:10,130
[Music]

656
00:46:10,130 --> 00:46:15,560
[Music]

657
00:46:15,560 --> 00:46:40,060
[Music]

658
00:46:40,060 --> 00:46:47,760
So Sarah! Where are you from? Green Pastures, Oklahoma.

659
00:46:47,760 --> 00:46:53,430
Girl, what the hell is that? Do y'all even have like, streetlights?

660
00:46:53,430 --> 00:46:57,230
is that the boondocks or something? I mean what?

661
00:46:57,230 --> 00:46:59,390
There's little lights.

662
00:46:59,400 --> 00:47:00,960
[Laughing]

663
00:47:00,960 --> 00:47:03,260
So this your first time out of the sticks?

664
00:47:03,260 --> 00:47:05,660
Yeah, I got a scholarship and I'm

665
00:47:05,660 --> 00:47:11,860
here to study Journalism. So, do y'all have hot ass bitches like us in sticks?

666
00:47:11,860 --> 00:47:14,590
Probably not like this, right?

667
00:47:14,600 --> 00:47:16,330
[Laughing]

668
00:47:16,330 --> 00:47:20,330
Bitch, you're fooling yourself, han! Yes I am. Yes, yes.

669
00:47:20,330 --> 00:47:26,090
So is it- do you like dancing for women? Is it

670
00:47:26,100 --> 00:47:31,600
hard being so open to being exposed? Me?

671
00:47:31,600 --> 00:47:35,530
It's all about money, and women give what?

672
00:47:35,530 --> 00:47:44,060
True. Damn right girl. Its true. Okay, so what

673
00:47:44,060 --> 00:47:47,160
are your plans for the future? I'm going

674
00:47:47,160 --> 00:47:49,590
to school to be a chemist. I'd rather do five

675
00:47:49,600 --> 00:47:54,130
in school, than five in the pen for selling that shit. hmm, that's right. For me,

676
00:47:54,130 --> 00:47:57,490
so I was out, killer baby. What?

677
00:47:57,500 --> 00:48:00,630
Some gum try to get my booty fired.

678
00:48:00,630 --> 00:48:05,460
[Ladies laughing]

679
00:48:05,460 --> 00:48:10,590
So umm, why did you start, Candy?

680
00:48:10,600 --> 00:48:13,930
[Music]

681
00:48:13,930 --> 00:48:19,090
Tell you want to know why I started dancing, uhh? Miss Sarah

682
00:48:19,100 --> 00:48:21,460
[Music]

683
00:48:21,460 --> 00:48:24,130
Well then mystic lady.

684
00:48:24,130 --> 00:48:34,990
[Music]

685
00:48:35,000 --> 00:48:41,500
[Music]

686
00:48:41,500 --> 00:48:47,430
[Music]

687
00:48:47,430 --> 00:48:54,060
[Music]

688
00:48:54,060 --> 00:48:58,790
[Music]

689
00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:03,530
[Phone vibrating]

690
00:49:03,530 --> 00:49:05,190
Hi mom.

691
00:49:05,200 --> 00:49:11,100
How was your weekend? It was good. Are you

692
00:49:11,100 --> 00:49:15,700
going to church today? Yeah I am

693
00:49:15,700 --> 00:49:33,860
[Music]

694
00:49:33,860 --> 00:49:45,190
[Text messaging]

695
00:49:45,200 --> 00:50:02,330
[Music]

696
00:50:02,330 --> 00:50:06,960
[Music]

697
00:50:06,960 --> 00:50:32,460
[Music]

698
00:50:32,460 --> 00:50:40,390
[Music]

699
00:50:40,400 --> 00:50:44,430
God, you're gorgeous. Thank you.

700
00:50:44,430 --> 00:50:47,790
Compliments GT. So, how's that paper

701
00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:54,730
coming? It's coming. So um, what's going on

702
00:50:54,730 --> 00:50:55,660
with you and candy?

703
00:50:55,660 --> 00:51:02,090
I don't know, she's different. I like her,

704
00:51:02,100 --> 00:51:06,300
her life is exciting and wild. Her life

705
00:51:06,300 --> 00:51:09,200
is dangerous, Sarah. Do you really know

706
00:51:09,200 --> 00:51:10,600
that are you just saying that because you don't

707
00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:14,500
like her? I like you. I like you

708
00:51:14,500 --> 00:51:16,600
too but you didn't answer my question.

709
00:51:16,600 --> 00:51:19,400
Look, all I know is what Keisha tells me.

710
00:51:19,400 --> 00:51:21,930
Candy seems like a nice person though.

711
00:51:21,930 --> 00:51:23,990
Maybe you should get to know Candy for

712
00:51:24,000 --> 00:51:27,900
yourself. Maybe you're right, but I'd like

713
00:51:27,900 --> 00:51:29,530
to get to know you.

714
00:51:29,530 --> 00:51:57,730
[Music]

715
00:51:59,000 --> 00:52:00,660
Hey Sarah!

716
00:52:00,660 --> 00:52:11,330
Hey, what are you doing here? I was just thinking about you. Yeah? Yeah.

717
00:52:11,330 --> 00:52:15,490
I know you wanted to finish your paper.

718
00:52:15,500 --> 00:52:18,460
Yeah.

719
00:52:18,460 --> 00:52:21,990
Look, I'm going to Miami this weekend. You

720
00:52:22,000 --> 00:52:26,400
should come with me. I got a pen a little

721
00:52:26,400 --> 00:52:29,930
work. So I'll be on business but I'm sure

722
00:52:29,930 --> 00:52:33,160
you can mix in a little pleasure too.

723
00:52:34,530 --> 00:52:37,890
What do you say?

724
00:52:37,900 --> 00:52:42,960
Okay.

725
00:52:42,960 --> 00:52:52,230
[Music]

726
00:52:52,230 --> 00:52:57,160
[Music]

727
00:52:57,160 --> 00:53:00,260
[Music]

728
00:53:00,260 --> 00:53:04,160
[Music]

729
00:53:04,160 --> 00:53:06,190
Candy!

730
00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:09,130
Candy! What's wrong?

731
00:53:09,130 --> 00:53:12,760
I've never been in a place like this, I don't know that I can do this.

732
00:53:12,760 --> 00:53:23,890
We'll be in disguise, okay. What? We'll be in disguise, it'll be fun, come on.

733
00:53:23,900 --> 00:53:28,130
[Music]

734
00:53:28,130 --> 00:53:30,990
[Music]

735
00:53:31,000 --> 00:53:33,230
[Music]

736
00:53:33,230 --> 00:53:35,960
[Music]

737
00:53:35,960 --> 00:53:37,730
[Music]

738
00:53:37,730 --> 00:53:39,660
[Music]

739
00:53:39,660 --> 00:53:41,930
[Music]

740
00:53:41,930 --> 00:53:45,230
[Music]

741
00:53:45,230 --> 00:53:50,690
[Music]

742
00:53:50,700 --> 00:53:54,000
[Music]

743
00:53:54,000 --> 00:53:57,060
[Music]

744
00:53:57,060 --> 00:53:59,490
[Music]

745
00:53:59,500 --> 00:54:02,330
[Music]

746
00:54:02,330 --> 00:54:05,460
[Music]

747
00:54:05,460 --> 00:54:08,930
[Music]

748
00:54:08,930 --> 00:54:11,990
[Music]

749
00:54:12,000 --> 00:54:34,000
[Music]

750
00:54:34,000 --> 00:54:38,930
[Music]

751
00:54:38,930 --> 00:54:44,960
So your ass can't call nobody? Why should I?

752
00:54:44,960 --> 00:54:47,490
Don't front cuz you got this white bitch

753
00:54:47,500 --> 00:54:51,230
with you. Calm your ass down, ain't nobody

754
00:54:51,230 --> 00:54:54,790
hearing all this. Man, you know I'm just playing.

755
00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:59,630
How've you been? Now that's better, anyway

756
00:54:59,630 --> 00:55:05,030
this is Sarah, she's here doing a paper.

757
00:55:05,030 --> 00:55:07,030
And I'm here on business.

758
00:55:07,030 --> 00:55:11,530
You, dancing, you know me.

759
00:55:11,530 --> 00:55:15,390
Why don't you just go dance somewhere else?

760
00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:19,800
[Music]

761
00:55:19,800 --> 00:55:22,860
[Music]

762
00:55:22,860 --> 00:55:33,790
[Music]

763
00:55:33,800 --> 00:55:42,300
[Music]

764
00:55:42,300 --> 00:55:51,300
[Music]

765
00:55:51,300 --> 00:55:57,630
[Music]

766
00:55:57,630 --> 00:56:04,630
[Music]

767
00:56:04,630 --> 00:56:10,130
[Music]

768
00:56:10,130 --> 00:56:14,760
[Music]

769
00:56:14,760 --> 00:56:20,460
[Music]

770
00:56:20,460 --> 00:56:24,590
[Music]

771
00:56:24,600 --> 00:56:34,900
[Music]

772
00:56:34,900 --> 00:56:41,500
[Music]

773
00:56:41,500 --> 00:56:50,030
[Music]

774
00:56:50,030 --> 00:56:56,530
[Music]

775
00:56:56,530 --> 00:57:00,160
[Music]

776
00:57:00,160 --> 00:57:14,290
[Music]

777
00:57:14,300 --> 00:57:21,830
[Music]

778
00:57:21,830 --> 00:57:27,160
[Music]

779
00:57:27,160 --> 00:57:32,860
[Music]

780
00:57:32,860 --> 00:57:37,030
Oh my God.

781
00:57:44,430 --> 00:57:55,890
[Music]

782
00:57:55,900 --> 00:57:57,360
[Music]

783
00:57:57,360 --> 00:57:58,990
[Music]

784
00:57:59,000 --> 00:58:00,800
[Music]

785
00:58:00,800 --> 00:58:02,460
[Music]

786
00:58:02,460 --> 00:58:03,930
[Music]

787
00:58:03,930 --> 00:58:05,560
[Music]

788
00:58:05,560 --> 00:58:07,460
[Music]

789
00:58:07,460 --> 00:58:10,430
[Music]

790
00:58:10,430 --> 00:58:12,860
[Music]

791
00:58:12,860 --> 00:58:15,130
[Music]

792
00:58:15,130 --> 00:58:16,390
[Music]

793
00:58:16,400 --> 00:58:18,760
[Music]

794
00:58:18,760 --> 00:58:20,590
[Music]

795
00:58:20,600 --> 00:58:22,830
[Music]

796
00:58:22,830 --> 00:58:24,490
[Music]

797
00:58:24,500 --> 00:58:27,500
[Music]

798
00:58:27,500 --> 00:58:57,700
[Music]

799
00:58:57,700 --> 00:59:02,000
You may now kiss the bride. Eew, that's

800
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:05,060
grouse. Girls don't kiss Sarah, that is

801
00:59:05,060 --> 00:59:10,230
not right. I'm telling your mom, you're going to hell.

802
00:59:10,230 --> 00:59:12,760
Told us in Sunday school, that is sin.

803
00:59:12,760 --> 00:59:15,290
Well I'm gonna marry a girl one day. Let's go.

804
00:59:15,300 --> 00:59:18,460
I'm telling your mom.

805
00:59:18,460 --> 00:59:30,660
[Music]

806
00:59:30,660 --> 00:59:35,060
Look, this is the best wing day ever.

807
00:59:39,200 --> 00:59:44,230
This is simple and not right.

808
00:59:48,760 --> 00:59:53,530
I'm not ever going to catch you doing that again.

809
00:59:56,860 --> 01:00:07,330
Good, baby? Yeah, I was just thinking. About?

810
01:00:07,330 --> 01:00:12,990
When I was little girl. I think this could grow

811
01:00:13,000 --> 01:00:18,330
into love. How is that so wrong?

812
01:00:20,030 --> 01:00:25,130
This is probably the first timer.

813
01:00:25,130 --> 01:00:30,960
I really can't explain it. I have someone

814
01:00:30,960 --> 01:00:37,030
check you out while I handle my business.

815
01:00:37,030 --> 01:00:40,830
I was trying to figure out my life too.

816
01:00:42,800 --> 01:00:47,160
Sometimes I'm so confused, but like right

817
01:00:47,160 --> 01:00:51,260
now, I'm here with you, everything makes

818
01:00:51,260 --> 01:00:55,460
sense. The way I was raised, my family and

819
01:00:55,460 --> 01:00:57,660
the church tells me not to feel it this way,

820
01:00:57,660 --> 01:01:02,230
but I feel happy. I think this could grow

821
01:01:02,230 --> 01:01:07,290
into love. How is that so wrong?

822
01:01:07,300 --> 01:01:09,430
You're hurting your mind, I'll tell you,

823
01:01:09,430 --> 01:01:11,360
[Music]

824
01:01:11,360 --> 01:01:14,290
sometimes they can't fool you,

825
01:01:14,300 --> 01:01:16,100
especially when it comes to this thing

826
01:01:16,100 --> 01:01:22,730
called love. My brain was confusing too.

827
01:01:22,730 --> 01:01:28,930
I told you about my father and how my mom was in prison.

828
01:01:28,930 --> 01:01:34,530
It's crazy, at first glance, you're not

829
01:01:34,530 --> 01:01:35,930
saying like we should have nothing

830
01:01:35,930 --> 01:01:41,260
in common, but yeah

831
01:01:42,630 --> 01:01:47,090
We're so much alike in so many differently ways.

832
01:01:47,900 --> 01:01:51,600
You've noticed that too.

833
01:01:52,360 --> 01:01:56,990
Still, people totally acknowledge. The sticks

834
01:01:57,000 --> 01:02:00,430
can also be a spiritual thing, not just a

835
01:02:00,430 --> 01:02:04,830
physical experience. Even the Bible has

836
01:02:04,830 --> 01:02:06,260
its on the Psalm on it.

837
01:02:06,260 --> 01:02:09,190
[Music]

838
01:02:09,200 --> 01:02:11,860
What happens

839
01:02:11,860 --> 01:02:15,290
as people experience what they want, to make

840
01:02:15,300 --> 01:02:17,030
it better for them.

841
01:02:17,030 --> 01:02:18,330
[Music]

842
01:02:18,330 --> 01:02:21,660
How often do they talk about sex in your church?

843
01:02:21,660 --> 01:02:30,430
None really. Exactly.

844
01:02:30,430 --> 01:02:32,960
[Music]

845
01:02:32,960 --> 01:02:37,990
So what do they want us to do? Not have

846
01:02:38,000 --> 01:02:43,530
those spiritual connections? Only have

847
01:02:43,530 --> 01:02:45,460
them on their conditions.

848
01:02:45,460 --> 01:02:49,660
[Music]

849
01:02:49,660 --> 01:02:54,130
How do we live, while the whole world's in this

850
01:02:54,130 --> 01:03:02,960
new term, heck, okay. I think I can do it.

851
01:03:02,960 --> 01:03:06,330
So, live your life Sarah, I'm with you.

852
01:03:06,330 --> 01:03:09,690
[Music]

853
01:03:09,700 --> 01:03:11,300
[Text message]

854
01:03:11,300 --> 01:03:15,960
shit! shit! shit!

855
01:03:15,960 --> 01:03:20,260
[Music]

856
01:03:20,260 --> 01:03:23,030
[Airplane landing]

857
01:03:23,030 --> 01:03:28,890
Sarah Cohen has gone- Damn it, bitch. As though their community daughter will

858
01:03:28,900 --> 01:03:32,160
coming together this- I'm Sarah, I didn't know.

859
01:03:32,160 --> 01:03:36,060
Police car there, blanketed with flowers. And this morning, we're

860
01:03:36,060 --> 01:03:37,860
We are getting news- It was bound to happen sooner or later,

861
01:03:37,860 --> 01:03:40,330
right? Eye witness accounts of the fear as well

862
01:03:40,330 --> 01:03:44,290
as- I know she's your Ex, but what does she want?

863
01:03:44,300 --> 01:03:46,230
Nothing. I've got men right there on the

864
01:03:46,230 --> 01:03:50,990
ground. Don't worry about her ass, I got you. Good morning Paul, and

865
01:03:51,000 --> 01:03:53,030
that fear and heroism you mentioned was

866
01:03:53,030 --> 01:03:55,060
intensified by the fact that the city

867
01:03:55,060 --> 01:03:56,960
officials thought they were under siege

868
01:03:56,960 --> 01:04:00,030
by an unknown number of-

869
01:04:00,030 --> 01:04:07,190
[Music]

870
01:04:07,200 --> 01:04:13,530
So sweetheart, how's school going? Sarah!

871
01:04:13,530 --> 01:04:18,190
your father's speaking to you. Sorry dad.

872
01:04:18,200 --> 01:04:21,430
What did you say? Sweetheart how's school going,

873
01:04:21,430 --> 01:04:28,460
everything good? Yeah, I'm just overwhelmed. Who has

874
01:04:28,460 --> 01:04:32,990
you overwhelmed? What do you mean who?

875
01:04:33,000 --> 01:04:35,360
School is busy and everything, and

876
01:04:35,360 --> 01:04:41,130
everyone's new, that's all. So, you care
tell us who the girl is I saw you with

877
01:04:41,130 --> 01:04:49,130
the other day? She look mature. What girl?

878
01:04:49,130 --> 01:04:54,590
She's just a friend. So this friend has you

879
01:04:54,600 --> 01:04:57,530
lying to your parents. No, I just didn't

880
01:04:57,530 --> 01:05:00,060
want to tell you. You were already both

881
01:05:00,060 --> 01:05:01,790
so worried about me going away to school,

882
01:05:01,800 --> 01:05:04,500
I just wanted to do this on my own.

883
01:05:04,500 --> 01:05:07,030
To right is too experience, and I need to

884
01:05:07,030 --> 01:05:10,690
have my own experiences. Sis, is this the

885
01:05:10,700 --> 01:05:13,000
girl I saw you with in that video? Men,

886
01:05:13,000 --> 01:05:17,160
she's hot. What video? Sarah, I need to see

887
01:05:17,160 --> 01:05:23,630
this video. Damn it, you may be excused. Your father and I

888
01:05:23,630 --> 01:05:25,560
need to talk to your sister.

889
01:05:25,560 --> 01:05:27,890
[Chair drags on floor]

890
01:05:27,900 --> 01:05:29,860
Way to go,

891
01:05:29,860 --> 01:05:32,360
fix this.

892
01:05:36,600 --> 01:05:40,300
This is not a lifestyle that your father and

893
01:05:40,300 --> 01:05:42,800
I want you to live. This isn't a

894
01:05:42,800 --> 01:05:46,000
lifestyle, this is my life. How can you

895
01:05:46,000 --> 01:05:47,200
talk about not judging and that's

896
01:05:47,200 --> 01:05:48,860
exactly what you're doing to me?

897
01:05:48,860 --> 01:05:52,360
Sweetheart, we're not judging you, we're

898
01:05:52,360 --> 01:05:53,890
just trying to help you make better lot

899
01:05:53,900 --> 01:05:57,330
of choices. It's an abomination

900
01:05:57,330 --> 01:06:02,630
and we raised you better than this. Now I get
it.

901
01:06:02,630 --> 01:06:04,730
Since I was 11 years old, you've been

902
01:06:04,730 --> 01:06:10,460
trying to beat the gay out of me. What do you mean? I was

903
01:06:10,460 --> 01:06:12,990
11, I had a wedding and my friends were

904
01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:15,930
there. Mom saw me marrying my dolls

905
01:06:15,930 --> 01:06:17,230
and my friends left because they said

906
01:06:17,230 --> 01:06:22,290
girls don't kiss other girls, and she beat me.

907
01:06:22,300 --> 01:06:27,930
Alice, why would you do that? William, she

908
01:06:27,930 --> 01:06:31,030
should still not be behaving like this.

909
01:06:31,030 --> 01:06:35,530
Leviticus, Leviticus 20:13 says that "if a

910
01:06:35,530 --> 01:06:38,490
man practices homosexuality, having sex

911
01:06:38,500 --> 01:06:40,300
with another man, as if with a woman.

912
01:06:40,300 --> 01:06:45,530
They have both committed a detestable act and they should be put to death.

913
01:06:45,530 --> 01:06:48,690
for both are guilty of a capital offense"

914
01:06:48,700 --> 01:06:51,500
Alice, Sarah knows the Bible. Instead of

915
01:06:51,500 --> 01:06:53,560
condemning her, we should be trying to

916
01:06:53,560 --> 01:06:55,960
help her. Help her to understand why she

917
01:06:55,960 --> 01:07:03,230
feels this way. Oh my God, my baby's going to hell.

918
01:07:03,230 --> 01:07:06,190
What is it mom, that has you so angry that I

919
01:07:06,200 --> 01:07:07,900
would grow up to embarrass you by being

920
01:07:07,900 --> 01:07:10,700
gay or that you secretly are?

921
01:07:10,700 --> 01:07:13,760
[Slap]

922
01:07:23,030 --> 01:07:27,430
[Music]

923
01:07:27,430 --> 01:07:31,760
[Text message]

924
01:07:31,760 --> 01:07:52,530
[Music]

925
01:07:52,530 --> 01:08:12,430
[Sobbing]

926
01:08:12,430 --> 01:08:15,590
mom's really pissed.

927
01:08:15,600 --> 01:08:17,730
She needs to lighten up and stop being

928
01:08:17,730 --> 01:08:21,290
so close-minded though. I think the 1800's

929
01:08:21,300 --> 01:08:24,400
I don't even know what to say to her.

930
01:08:24,400 --> 01:08:27,760
It's not like she hated me anyway. I mean

931
01:08:27,760 --> 01:08:29,930
she's just like that with me too.

932
01:08:29,930 --> 01:08:32,430
Dad just stays busy with church.

933
01:08:32,430 --> 01:08:37,090
I don't know if he knows what goes on.

934
01:08:37,100 --> 01:08:39,230
Mom almost lost it when she saw that

935
01:08:39,230 --> 01:08:41,990
video. I didn't even hear come in the

936
01:08:42,000 --> 01:08:46,130
room. Hey look, that is not your fault,

937
01:08:46,130 --> 01:08:50,160
okay. Just be happy.

938
01:08:50,160 --> 01:08:53,360
You two have grown up too fast. Hey Dad.

939
01:08:53,360 --> 01:08:56,930
Hey. David, I need to talk to Sarah for a
few minutes.

940
01:08:56,930 --> 01:08:58,960
Sure.

941
01:08:58,960 --> 01:09:01,630
See you later sis.

942
01:09:05,000 --> 01:09:07,000
He's a good son.

943
01:09:07,000 --> 01:09:09,700
Sarah, I've missed you. Well dad, I missed

944
01:09:09,700 --> 01:09:16,330
her too. It's good to see you. Me too dad. So how's

945
01:09:16,330 --> 01:09:21,090
life in the big city? You're adjusting okay? Yeah dad.

946
01:09:21,100 --> 01:09:25,800
Things are good. I have some friends.

947
01:09:25,800 --> 01:09:28,230
I might have to get a new roommate though.

948
01:09:28,230 --> 01:09:32,030
We'll just keep bumping heads.
I'm sorry to hear that.

949
01:09:32,030 --> 01:09:36,790
Judge not, lest ye be judged. I know, I'm

950
01:09:36,800 --> 01:09:38,800
trying to be open-minded but she's just

951
01:09:38,800 --> 01:09:44,330
so loud and like her life is so hard.

952
01:09:44,330 --> 01:09:48,490
I guess everyone has their hard times,

953
01:09:48,500 --> 01:09:51,700
just in different ways. You're a smart girl

954
01:09:51,700 --> 01:09:53,700
sweetheart, you'll figure it out.

955
01:09:53,700 --> 01:09:56,530
Just remember Sarah, God is your

956
01:09:56,530 --> 01:10:00,930
salvation. Trust, don't be afraid. The Lord,

957
01:10:00,930 --> 01:10:05,890
Jehovah is your strength.

958
01:10:07,100 --> 01:10:13,030
I love you daddy. I love you too sweetheart.

959
01:10:14,730 --> 01:10:53,690
[Music]

960
01:10:53,700 --> 01:10:58,760
[Phone ringing]

961
01:10:58,760 --> 01:11:01,590
Hey babe, sorry I haven't been able to

962
01:11:01,600 --> 01:11:04,830
talk much. Things have been really

963
01:11:04,830 --> 01:11:08,560
tense around here and my mom just won't let me breathe.

964
01:11:08,560 --> 01:11:13,830
She umm- she saw on campus together and thinks you are a bad influence

965
01:11:13,830 --> 01:11:19,130
and that you made me lie to her. Oh wow. I can't really worry

966
01:11:19,130 --> 01:11:22,330
about it. My dad's being his usual self

967
01:11:22,330 --> 01:11:26,690
here but not here really. Did have a good

968
01:11:26,700 --> 01:11:31,360
talk earlier. He just pretended like the night before, it didn't happen.

969
01:11:31,360 --> 01:11:36,060
But on a better note, my brother

970
01:11:36,060 --> 01:11:40,390
thinks you're hot. He happened to see the

971
01:11:40,400 --> 01:11:43,530
video and mom walked in on him and saw
it. Oh damn,

972
01:11:43,530 --> 01:11:46,090
tell your brother I said thanks. Yeah she

973
01:11:46,100 --> 01:11:48,660
put two and two together and came up

974
01:11:48,660 --> 01:11:52,890
with you. Something else is going on with

975
01:11:52,900 --> 01:11:55,400
them though but dad won't really say

976
01:11:55,400 --> 01:11:56,860
much. He just said that he wants me to

977
01:11:56,860 --> 01:11:59,530
make the right choices.

978
01:12:01,530 --> 01:12:06,490
I'm sorry about all that's been gone on. I hope you think you

979
01:12:06,500 --> 01:12:10,030
made the right choice?

980
01:12:10,030 --> 01:12:13,630
You know what, I'm really missing you.

981
01:12:13,630 --> 01:12:18,130
Surprisingly, I'm bored without your ass.

982
01:12:18,130 --> 01:12:23,330
Are you trying to be sweet? Well you know.

983
01:12:23,330 --> 01:12:28,460
I can't wait to see you either. Okay

984
01:12:28,460 --> 01:12:30,430
I better go, I don't want mom accusing you

985
01:12:30,430 --> 01:12:32,060
of making me a prisoner in my own room

986
01:12:32,060 --> 01:12:34,460
and being addicted to orange is the new
black.

987
01:12:34,460 --> 01:12:38,160
Girl, you're crazy.

988
01:12:47,760 --> 01:12:51,230
Hey!... Hey!

989
01:12:52,960 --> 01:13:00,290
[Opened and closed refrigerator]

990
01:13:14,200 --> 01:13:19,760
So uh, was that Candy sweet? Teetee, I

991
01:13:19,760 --> 01:13:21,990
don't want to hear this, I already got it

992
01:13:22,000 --> 01:13:26,960
back home, not here. I tried to tell you.

993
01:13:26,960 --> 01:13:29,790
Sarah, I'm just concerned about you. I

994
01:13:29,800 --> 01:13:32,000
know where she's from, I don't want her to hurt

995
01:13:32,000 --> 01:13:35,660
you. Don't, I am tired of everyone telling

996
01:13:35,660 --> 01:13:38,230
me what to do. Well that's on you if you

997
01:13:38,230 --> 01:13:41,360
don't want to listen. Why don't you get a

998
01:13:41,360 --> 01:13:43,690
life and stop trying to live mine. Who

999
01:13:43,700 --> 01:13:47,930
are you, my roommate or my mother? Do you

1000
01:13:47,930 --> 01:13:49,660
want a man or are you secretly wanting

1001
01:13:49,660 --> 01:13:52,730
pussy? I am tired of all the damn secrets.

1002
01:13:52,730 --> 01:13:56,090
Okay miss know-it-all, I'm just trying to

1003
01:13:56,100 --> 01:14:00,160
help you. I haven't seen one guy with you

1004
01:14:00,160 --> 01:14:01,530
here since I've been here but you're

1005
01:14:01,530 --> 01:14:04,590
always dick this and dick that, and yeah,

1006
01:14:04,600 --> 01:14:06,700
I hear that damn vibrator in the

1007
01:14:06,700 --> 01:14:08,660
bathroom. Ain't no guy ever gonna move

1008
01:14:08,660 --> 01:14:11,760
that fast, are you fronting? The little

1009
01:14:11,760 --> 01:14:13,290
country girl gets into the city and thinks

1010
01:14:13,300 --> 01:14:16,030
she's hip to everything. Live your life

1011
01:14:16,030 --> 01:14:19,430
Sarah. We said we would be open to each

1012
01:14:19,430 --> 01:14:21,260
other and get to know each other, but

1013
01:14:21,260 --> 01:14:22,690
you're always judging Candy and her life

1014
01:14:22,700 --> 01:14:26,100
and you don't even know her.

1015
01:14:26,100 --> 01:14:32,200
Are you jealous? Is she who you want? Or

1016
01:14:32,200 --> 01:14:34,760
who you want to be? I don't want that

1017
01:14:34,760 --> 01:14:36,060
bitch. Oh really!

1018
01:14:36,060 --> 01:14:39,130
I can't tell and maybe if you ask nicely,

1019
01:14:39,130 --> 01:14:41,190
she'll strap it on for you, but guess

1020
01:14:41,200 --> 01:14:44,560
what, she doesn't have to for me. I said I

1021
01:14:44,560 --> 01:14:48,090
don't want your bitch. And I won't try to

1022
01:14:48,100 --> 01:14:49,530
help you anymore.

1023
01:14:49,530 --> 01:14:52,130
Whatever you want to believe Teetee, I didn't

1024
01:14:52,130 --> 01:14:53,460
ask for your help.

1025
01:14:53,460 --> 01:14:55,930
Candy hasn't done shit to you and I'm

1026
01:14:55,930 --> 01:14:57,490
the one who determines who I want to be

1027
01:14:57,500 --> 01:15:00,200
with. So if you don't like that, fine, but

1028
01:15:00,200 --> 01:15:03,760
I don't need your opinion every damn time.

1029
01:15:05,230 --> 01:15:12,630
[Text messaging]

1030
01:15:12,630 --> 01:15:21,890
[Text messaging]

1031
01:15:21,900 --> 01:15:46,230
[Music]

1032
01:15:46,230 --> 01:15:51,660
[Music]

1033
01:15:55,360 --> 01:15:56,590
[Door opened]

1034
01:15:56,600 --> 01:16:01,260
Hey! What's up. Is Candy here? Sure is. Okay.

1035
01:16:01,260 --> 01:16:05,160
Is she back there? Yeah, she's right there.

1036
01:16:05,160 --> 01:16:13,960
[Footsteps]

1037
01:16:13,960 --> 01:16:15,590
[Gasps]

1038
01:16:17,600 --> 01:16:19,960
Are yous serious right now?

1039
01:16:19,960 --> 01:16:28,530
Ah, Damn! I'm so sorry, Sarah. Jesus! I cannot believe- Sarah! -I trusted you.

1040
01:16:28,530 --> 01:16:32,660
Please, Sarah please. Nooo! Welcome to the gay world.

1041
01:16:32,660 --> 01:16:34,260
[Footsteps]

1042
01:16:34,260 --> 01:16:35,830
Sarah!

1043
01:16:35,830 --> 01:16:37,760
[Door closed]

1044
01:16:37,760 --> 01:16:38,830
What?

1045
01:16:38,830 --> 01:16:42,730
[Footsteps]

1046
01:16:42,730 --> 01:16:46,990
So, it makes you say that to me, uh. Fuck! Get the fuck out, What? come on. Get the fuck out.

1047
01:16:47,000 --> 01:16:51,460
And fuck you China. Busted! Fuck you bitch.

1048
01:16:51,460 --> 01:17:02,160
[Music]

1049
01:17:02,160 --> 01:17:09,030
Hey stranger, where you been? Hey umm, around. Is everything okay?

1050
01:17:09,030 --> 01:17:14,230
Yeah, I'm fine. Are you sure?

1051
01:17:14,230 --> 01:17:15,530
Well, if you ever need to talk about

1052
01:17:15,530 --> 01:17:19,190
anything, you know you can give me a call. Thank you.

1053
01:17:19,200 --> 01:17:21,030
No problem. Well, you got my number.

1054
01:17:21,030 --> 01:17:25,030
Yeah. I'll see you later? Yeah.

1055
01:17:25,030 --> 01:17:27,130
Bye. Bye.

1056
01:17:27,130 --> 01:17:34,290
[Music]

1057
01:17:34,300 --> 01:17:36,460
How was everything? Good, the pizza was nice.

1058
01:17:36,460 --> 01:17:38,460
Oh great. I really hope you guys enjoyed

1059
01:17:38,460 --> 01:17:41,690
your experience. I hope you have a great day.

1060
01:17:41,700 --> 01:17:44,130
Thank you. Keisha!

1061
01:17:44,130 --> 01:17:46,530
Can I talk to you? Yeah, coming.

1062
01:17:50,530 --> 01:17:52,390
I want to know more about Candy.

1063
01:17:52,400 --> 01:17:55,900
Man, I love my cousin

1064
01:17:55,900 --> 01:17:56,930
and everything but you have to be

1065
01:17:56,930 --> 01:18:00,560
careful, man. She is who she is. what does

1066
01:18:00,560 --> 01:18:03,830
that mean? Mean's just her life has been

1067
01:18:03,830 --> 01:18:07,930
a bit difficult and she hurt a lot.

1068
01:18:07,930 --> 01:18:11,290
She might not ever get over it all alone. And ever

1069
01:18:11,300 --> 01:18:12,800
since our mothers been in prison, man,

1070
01:18:12,800 --> 01:18:17,900
she's been on her own. She came to stay with my

1071
01:18:17,900 --> 01:18:19,700
family but she just wasn't happy you

1072
01:18:19,700 --> 01:18:23,600
know. You know her enough, you just got to talk

1073
01:18:23,600 --> 01:18:27,500
to her about that. She just seems really

1074
01:18:27,500 --> 01:18:32,600
guarded, I don't know that I can. If you

1075
01:18:32,600 --> 01:18:35,100
wanna know, just ask her.

1076
01:18:35,100 --> 01:18:39,060
[Foosteps]

1077
01:18:39,060 --> 01:18:40,530
Sarah.

1078
01:18:40,530 --> 01:18:45,390
Can I talk to you? Yeah, okay.

1079
01:18:51,560 --> 01:18:53,760
Look, I know

1080
01:18:53,760 --> 01:18:57,190
I'm sorry it's not enough but I really am.

1081
01:18:57,200 --> 01:19:01,600
I'm not trying to hurt you, Sarah.

1082
01:19:02,700 --> 01:19:08,800
I'm always hurting myself. I'm just so

1083
01:19:08,800 --> 01:19:11,860
used to people fucking up, that I guess

1084
01:19:11,860 --> 01:19:13,590
I'm not giving you a chance to show me

1085
01:19:13,600 --> 01:19:16,300
who you truly are.

1086
01:19:16,300 --> 01:19:23,460
[Music]

1087
01:19:23,460 --> 01:19:26,290
We're just getting to know each other.

1088
01:19:26,300 --> 01:19:30,160
I'm still getting to know myself.

1089
01:19:30,160 --> 01:19:34,260
I really like you. Already you've taught me

1090
01:19:34,260 --> 01:19:37,890
so many things about life, like how to be

1091
01:19:37,900 --> 01:19:42,300
okay with being myself. Here? Yes, Candy

1092
01:19:42,300 --> 01:19:44,930
but you have to trust me as I'm trusting

1093
01:19:44,930 --> 01:19:50,890
you. Everything, is new to me right now.

1094
01:19:50,900 --> 01:19:55,200
Being away from home, going to college, you.

1095
01:20:00,130 --> 01:20:06,460
I'm really sorry, I really am.

1096
01:20:06,460 --> 01:20:07,330
[Music]

1097
01:20:07,330 --> 01:20:10,690
I want to show you.

1098
01:20:10,700 --> 01:20:13,800
I will show you.

1099
01:20:13,800 --> 01:20:16,360
[Music]

1100
01:20:16,360 --> 01:20:19,630
Please give me another chance.

1101
01:20:19,630 --> 01:20:22,630
[Music]

1102
01:20:22,630 --> 01:20:25,130
[Music]

1103
01:20:25,130 --> 01:20:27,760
What is perfect,

1104
01:20:27,760 --> 01:20:30,060
so

1105
01:20:30,060 --> 01:20:33,530
Yes, I will give you another chance. You

1106
01:20:33,530 --> 01:20:37,960
don't have to buy me love but like flowers

1107
01:20:37,960 --> 01:20:41,330
are always nice. I got you.

1108
01:20:41,330 --> 01:20:43,990
[Music]

1109
01:20:44,000 --> 01:20:46,130
Let's get out of here, okay.

1110
01:20:55,860 --> 01:20:59,590
I told you not to fuck with that bitch.

1111
01:21:00,030 --> 01:21:03,560
Why don't you worry about you? Where's

1112
01:21:03,560 --> 01:21:05,990
your man? Why are you trying to be about

1113
01:21:06,000 --> 01:21:08,700
their life, Sarah? What are you really know

1114
01:21:08,700 --> 01:21:11,300
Teetee? You don't know me and do you even

1115
01:21:11,300 --> 01:21:14,700
know yourself? You come off like

1116
01:21:14,700 --> 01:21:17,360
everything's so black to you. Are you

1117
01:21:17,360 --> 01:21:18,460
ashamed to be Asian?

1118
01:21:18,460 --> 01:21:23,190
I know who I am and I've been trying

1119
01:21:23,200 --> 01:21:26,300
too long to make everybody else happy. My

1120
01:21:26,300 --> 01:21:30,600
friends, my family, my faith. I just want

1121
01:21:30,600 --> 01:21:33,000
to be me and everybody else needs to

1122
01:21:33,000 --> 01:21:37,800
start accepting that. Bitch, you don't

1123
01:21:37,800 --> 01:21:38,730
know me either.

1124
01:21:38,730 --> 01:21:41,390
I've been looked down on for being half

1125
01:21:41,400 --> 01:21:44,560
black, half Asian. You think it's easy

1126
01:21:44,560 --> 01:21:48,260
with the Asians shunning me, being stared

1127
01:21:48,260 --> 01:21:51,790
at every time I walk into a store? Being

1128
01:21:51,800 --> 01:21:55,930
bullied and picked on, even spit on, by

1129
01:21:55,930 --> 01:21:58,090
black girls just because of my beauty

1130
01:21:58,100 --> 01:22:04,300
and good hair? So yeah, we all got our

1131
01:22:04,300 --> 01:22:07,500
shit. Yeah, we do Teetee, but I don't hold it

1132
01:22:07,500 --> 01:22:09,530
against you. Just don't think your

1133
01:22:09,530 --> 01:22:13,130
shit is bigger than anyone else's. Candy

1134
01:22:13,130 --> 01:22:16,030
and I have talked and we're good. I know

1135
01:22:16,030 --> 01:22:17,790
she's been hurt and she doesn't know the

1136
01:22:17,800 --> 01:22:20,700
best way sometimes but she is trying

1137
01:22:20,700 --> 01:22:23,760
and I have to see where it goes. I know

1138
01:22:23,760 --> 01:22:26,590
she and I can teach each other about life and

1139
01:22:26,600 --> 01:22:32,730
love. Whatever! I'm sorry for calling you

1140
01:22:32,730 --> 01:22:37,660
a bitch, you didn't deserve that. Thank you.

1141
01:22:37,660 --> 01:22:42,130
And you're right, I don't know your life

1142
01:22:42,130 --> 01:22:45,490
and you don't know mine but we have to

1143
01:22:45,500 --> 01:22:48,230
be open-minded with each other. I'm

1144
01:22:48,230 --> 01:22:49,360
willing if you are.

1145
01:22:49,360 --> 01:22:52,760
I feel you girl.

1146
01:22:52,760 --> 01:22:58,230
[Music]

1147
01:22:58,230 --> 01:23:00,290
Hey baby,

1148
01:23:00,300 --> 01:23:05,000
staying out of trouble? I really am.

1149
01:23:05,000 --> 01:23:11,260
I know my baby. How you been? Good just a

1150
01:23:11,260 --> 01:23:17,390
lot going on. What's a lot? Nothing

1151
01:23:17,400 --> 01:23:24,530
really. Talk to me girl. Okay,

1152
01:23:26,430 --> 01:23:34,860
Why did you do that, let daddy die? I

1153
01:23:34,860 --> 01:23:41,060
know he loves me, he told me he did. He was

1154
01:23:41,060 --> 01:23:43,390
better than all the other guys you dated.

1155
01:23:43,400 --> 01:23:47,260
They never had time for me, always acting

1156
01:23:47,260 --> 01:23:49,760
like I was a bother to them.

1157
01:23:52,100 --> 01:23:55,730
Dave bought me anything I wanted, and you took away

1158
01:23:55,730 --> 01:24:00,330
everything and you being here, you left

1159
01:24:00,330 --> 01:24:01,360
me too.

1160
01:24:03,260 --> 01:24:06,560
You lied all those years to me about my father.

1161
01:24:09,600 --> 01:24:12,400
Mum, why life gotta be so fucked up?

1162
01:24:17,060 --> 01:24:23,090
Baby, I thought I was protecting you by not

1163
01:24:23,100 --> 01:24:26,930
telling you who your father was. I was a

1164
01:24:26,930 --> 01:24:30,360
child myself when it happened and I was

1165
01:24:30,360 --> 01:24:35,930
so ashamed. Now I know I put a curse on

1166
01:24:35,930 --> 01:24:43,430
you, like I did with Dave. Baby, that was not

1167
01:24:43,430 --> 01:24:49,290
love, Candy. He manipulated you, he took

1168
01:24:49,300 --> 01:24:50,700
advantage of you.

1169
01:24:50,700 --> 01:24:55,800
He took my baby's innocence and yes

1170
01:24:55,800 --> 01:25:00,230
I would do it all over again. I would die

1171
01:25:00,230 --> 01:25:05,230
for you baby. I'm sorry.

1172
01:25:05,230 --> 01:25:08,090
[Music]

1173
01:25:08,100 --> 01:25:11,630
I'm sorry I did not teach you real love.

1174
01:25:11,630 --> 01:25:15,930
He did whatever he needed to do to make

1175
01:25:15,930 --> 01:25:18,460
you gain his trust and make you believe

1176
01:25:18,460 --> 01:25:24,130
that was love. Baby, he was sick. Only a

1177
01:25:24,130 --> 01:25:27,830
sick man would do that to a child.

1178
01:25:27,830 --> 01:25:32,390
As your mother, I should have protected you

1179
01:25:32,400 --> 01:25:35,760
but I failed you just like my mother

1180
01:25:35,760 --> 01:25:40,430
failed me. All I could do was make sure

1181
01:25:40,430 --> 01:25:46,190
you didn't get hurt at any cost.

1182
01:25:46,200 --> 01:25:51,530
[Music]

1183
01:25:51,530 --> 01:25:52,590
You shoudn't have never

1184
01:25:52,600 --> 01:25:56,060
left home. I know baby.

1185
01:25:56,060 --> 01:26:01,330
I wanted for you a better life. I needed

1186
01:26:01,330 --> 01:26:04,390
to take you away from the things I did

1187
01:26:04,400 --> 01:26:08,400
not want you to be around. Things that

1188
01:26:08,400 --> 01:26:12,100
were too common and accepted, and now,

1189
01:26:12,100 --> 01:26:15,660
those same very things are wrong.

1190
01:26:15,660 --> 01:26:19,730
I should have seen that shit with Dave

1191
01:26:19,730 --> 01:26:23,990
but I was so blinded by love

1192
01:26:24,000 --> 01:26:28,730
and I'd let my baby get hurt. But he

1193
01:26:28,730 --> 01:26:34,560
didn't hurt me mum. Yes he did, he hurt you.

1194
01:26:34,560 --> 01:26:36,760
[Music]

1195
01:26:36,760 --> 01:26:39,930
Emotionally and mentally.

1196
01:26:39,930 --> 01:26:45,590
Look at your relationships and you will see.

1197
01:26:45,600 --> 01:27:00,200
[Music]

1198
01:27:00,200 --> 01:27:04,630
I always thought I'm here to be happy.

1199
01:27:04,630 --> 01:27:09,190
I never felt right when me and Dave had sex

1200
01:27:09,200 --> 01:27:11,860
but he told me it was okay.

1201
01:27:11,860 --> 01:27:17,690
[Music]

1202
01:27:17,700 --> 01:27:21,230
You were always at work.

1203
01:27:21,230 --> 01:27:22,590
[Music]

1204
01:27:22,600 --> 01:27:25,860
and he was always home, so I

1205
01:27:25,860 --> 01:27:31,460
[Music]

1206
01:27:31,460 --> 01:27:37,090
Yes baby. Baby I needed to

1207
01:27:37,100 --> 01:27:39,930
have a decent life for you and me.

1208
01:27:39,930 --> 01:27:41,990
I didn't want any man to think he

1209
01:27:42,000 --> 01:27:46,260
controlled me but I overlooked the idea

1210
01:27:46,260 --> 01:27:51,190
that he will try to control you too.

1211
01:27:51,200 --> 01:27:52,760
[Sniffling]

1212
01:27:55,860 --> 01:27:58,530
I don't blame you anymore mom.

1213
01:28:02,000 --> 01:28:04,030
I can't change the past.

1214
01:28:08,700 --> 01:28:11,000
I just need to work on me

1215
01:28:11,000 --> 01:28:13,430
and better my future.

1216
01:28:18,130 --> 01:28:20,830
That's my girl.

1217
01:28:20,830 --> 01:28:56,460
[Song]

1218
01:28:56,460 --> 01:29:00,460
Hi. Hi, so glad you could make it.

1219
01:29:00,460 --> 01:29:05,660
Yeah I try to be open-minded but I just

1220
01:29:05,660 --> 01:29:07,890
don't really know. Well, what is it that

1221
01:29:07,900 --> 01:29:14,900
you need to know? If I can be happy with

1222
01:29:14,900 --> 01:29:16,130
who I am.

1223
01:29:16,130 --> 01:29:19,960
or if it's better to just be and

1224
01:29:19,960 --> 01:29:23,990
possibly not be happy. You should desire

1225
01:29:24,000 --> 01:29:26,930
to be happy for you and not anyone else.

1226
01:29:26,930 --> 01:29:30,560
We all struggle with acceptance but that

1227
01:29:30,560 --> 01:29:33,260
should not be the reason you live.

1228
01:29:33,260 --> 01:29:35,730
The Bible says that "he will give you

1229
01:29:35,730 --> 01:29:39,130
the desires of your heart, we are to seek him

1230
01:29:39,130 --> 01:29:42,690
first in all that we do" So whatever we

1231
01:29:42,700 --> 01:29:45,660
question, we should ask him for the

1232
01:29:45,660 --> 01:29:50,430
solution. Oh, maybe he doesn't hear me

1233
01:29:50,430 --> 01:29:52,390
because I've been asking for a while.

1234
01:29:52,400 --> 01:29:55,630
I know where you are, I was there too.

1235
01:29:55,630 --> 01:29:58,360
I lived that lifestyle for most of my life

1236
01:29:58,360 --> 01:30:01,360
but I had to decide if God was happy

1237
01:30:01,360 --> 01:30:05,430
with me. Was I serving his purpose? I felt

1238
01:30:05,430 --> 01:30:08,060
my calling was to counsel young people,

1239
01:30:08,060 --> 01:30:11,690
cursed with the same struggle. There is a

1240
01:30:11,700 --> 01:30:15,160
way out. How can there be a way out, my

1241
01:30:15,160 --> 01:30:16,690
heart hurts his foot?

1242
01:30:16,700 --> 01:30:20,700
I shouldn't be confused about who I want

1243
01:30:20,700 --> 01:30:23,160
to be with or my own happiness. You have

1244
01:30:23,160 --> 01:30:26,390
to let him heal your heart so that you

1245
01:30:26,400 --> 01:30:30,700
may find the true way. Yet the Bible says

1246
01:30:30,700 --> 01:30:34,530
"we are created in His image" why would he

1247
01:30:34,530 --> 01:30:37,530
create me like this? We all have asked

1248
01:30:37,530 --> 01:30:40,490
that question. That is a trick of this

1249
01:30:40,500 --> 01:30:44,630
world and we should not believe that.

1250
01:30:44,630 --> 01:30:47,290
You need to be stronger than this curse put

1251
01:30:47,300 --> 01:30:53,860
on you. It is a sickness that we must not accept.

1252
01:30:53,860 --> 01:31:00,190
[Music]

1253
01:31:00,200 --> 01:31:05,130
You know I'll be paroled soon? Yeah, I got

1254
01:31:05,130 --> 01:31:07,930
the day marked in my calendar. Will you

1255
01:31:07,930 --> 01:31:13,490
come see me then, baby? I'm gonna see if

1256
01:31:13,500 --> 01:31:17,230
Keisha is available. You and Keisha?

1257
01:31:17,230 --> 01:31:28,460
getting along? Yeah. Umm, good. So anyone special you

1258
01:31:28,460 --> 01:31:39,030
seeing? Yeah, she's different. At times I

1259
01:31:39,030 --> 01:31:44,830
feel like I don't deserve her and then I

1260
01:31:44,830 --> 01:31:46,260
feel like she's the best thing that ever

1261
01:31:46,260 --> 01:31:49,960
happened to me. A change for the better you know.

1262
01:31:56,800 --> 01:31:59,300
I just want to love her.

1263
01:31:59,300 --> 01:32:01,460
[Music]

1264
01:32:01,460 --> 01:32:03,560
I know I need to learn to love myself

1265
01:32:03,560 --> 01:32:09,760
first. That's what you've got to do, love

1266
01:32:09,760 --> 01:32:17,090
you. This girl sounds very special.

1267
01:32:17,100 --> 01:32:21,230
[Music]

1268
01:32:21,230 --> 01:32:24,760
You know I want you to be happy, right?

1269
01:32:24,760 --> 01:32:25,660
[Music]

1270
01:32:25,660 --> 01:32:27,960
Always me.

1271
01:32:27,960 --> 01:32:29,430
[Music]

1272
01:32:29,430 --> 01:32:35,890
When I get out, I want us to rebuild.

1273
01:32:35,900 --> 01:32:40,600
I want to be a part of your life but I

1274
01:32:40,600 --> 01:32:45,360
need your forgiveness. I already forgave you.

1275
01:32:45,360 --> 01:32:47,360
[Music]

1276
01:32:47,360 --> 01:32:51,430
I'm glad. Like I said before,

1277
01:32:51,430 --> 01:32:54,360
[Music]

1278
01:32:54,360 --> 01:32:57,190
that was a long time ago, I was young.

1279
01:32:57,200 --> 01:33:00,160
It's all different now mum.

1280
01:33:00,160 --> 01:33:04,160
[Music]

1281
01:33:04,160 --> 01:33:05,460
Forgiveness is

1282
01:33:05,460 --> 01:33:10,490
important you know. I can't wait to meet

1283
01:33:10,500 --> 01:33:13,960
this special girl. The girl that makes my

1284
01:33:13,960 --> 01:33:15,960
baby happy.

1285
01:33:15,960 --> 01:33:19,160
Yeah.

1286
01:33:19,160 --> 01:33:23,130
Her name is Sarah.

1287
01:33:23,130 --> 01:33:26,290
I almost messed it all up, but she

1288
01:33:26,300 --> 01:33:29,930
forgave me and gave me a second chance.

1289
01:33:29,930 --> 01:33:32,030
[Music]

1290
01:33:32,030 --> 01:33:37,630
I need to grow up, she deserves that.

1291
01:33:37,630 --> 01:33:43,890
Stop being young and dumb, beside,

1292
01:33:43,900 --> 01:33:46,400
but I ain't young anymore.

1293
01:33:46,400 --> 01:33:54,900
Yeah, your butt is getting old, baby. As

1294
01:33:54,900 --> 01:33:56,860
long as we can acknowledge our

1295
01:33:56,860 --> 01:34:02,090
mistakes and want to do better, those that love us,

1296
01:34:02,100 --> 01:34:06,000
will see that too and help us along the

1297
01:34:06,000 --> 01:34:11,400
way. Life should always see us growing.

1298
01:34:11,400 --> 01:34:16,530
I want you to be able to help me as well.

1299
01:34:16,530 --> 01:34:22,790
If we are not continually growing, we're

1300
01:34:22,800 --> 01:34:25,760
not living, just existing.

1301
01:34:25,760 --> 01:34:27,690
[Music]

1302
01:34:27,700 --> 01:34:30,500
I hear you mum.

1303
01:34:30,500 --> 01:34:35,960
Take care baby girl, I love you.

1304
01:34:35,960 --> 01:34:39,890
Me too, love you.

1305
01:34:42,500 --> 01:34:43,660
[Music]

1306
01:34:43,660 --> 01:34:56,090
[Text messaging]

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[Music]

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01:35:03,760 --> 01:35:07,860
Hello Miss O'Neil. Hi professor Miller, I wanted

1309
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to turn in my paper. I know it's early

1310
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but I'm gonna be going out of town and

1311
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then I'd like to go home early. I'm a

1312
01:35:14,530 --> 01:35:16,430
little homesick, first time away for me.

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I understand and that's fine for me.

1314
01:35:18,700 --> 01:35:22,400
I can get one graded another way and I knew

1315
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you were gonna be a great student. Thank you.

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I've really enjoyed your class even

1317
01:35:27,500 --> 01:35:30,460
though you're tough, I learned a lot. I've

1318
01:35:30,460 --> 01:35:31,930
always wanted to be a writer and I feel

1319
01:35:31,930 --> 01:35:35,030
that I can because of you. Well, I look

1320
01:35:35,030 --> 01:35:37,030
forward to the day that I can say Sarah

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01:35:37,030 --> 01:35:41,260
O'Neill, yes I know her, she was my star

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01:35:41,260 --> 01:35:44,160
pupil. So go and have fun on your

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01:35:44,160 --> 01:35:46,060
vacation and we will see you next

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01:35:46,060 --> 01:35:48,830
semester. Thank you professor Miller.

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[Airplane landing]

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[Music]

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So where's your white bitch? Damn Nikky, can you

1328
01:37:07,430 --> 01:37:11,190
just get off my dick already? Why can't

1329
01:37:11,200 --> 01:37:17,600
you just go to you, somewhere else. Why your ass keeps coming to my city? Not for your ass.

1330
01:37:17,600 --> 01:37:20,060
Are you sure? Fuck ya. Where's that old

1331
01:37:20,060 --> 01:37:24,460
little fish? What, she found out your ass is crazy too?

1332
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I gotcha, yo' coming.

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[Music]

1334
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No, you don't. Don't tear your ass about that shit

1335
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Get your little prison bitch. Baby I still

1336
01:37:41,030 --> 01:37:45,960
love you. Okay, I fucked up but what can I do?

1337
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[Music]

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Leave me the fuck alone.

1339
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Fifty people are dead in the worst mass shooting in US history.

1340
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A gunman wielding an assault type rifle

1341
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in a hand gun, opened fire inside a

1342
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crowded gay nightclub early Sunday. At least fifty people are dead.

1343
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[Door closed]

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01:38:08,030 --> 01:38:15,060
Hey baby. Hey babe. How did it go? Good. Made

1345
01:38:15,060 --> 01:38:20,390
that money, plus they love me here. So

1346
01:38:20,400 --> 01:38:24,130
glad you could come with me. But this is

1347
01:38:24,130 --> 01:38:27,830
there for me. You're not going back to

1348
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Miami? No, I'm done. I'm done dancing, done

1349
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coming to Miami.

1350
01:38:40,500 --> 01:38:45,700
I need something real, for both you and

1351
01:38:45,700 --> 01:38:51,000
me. You deserve that

1352
01:38:52,230 --> 01:38:57,790
plus I want to just be with you. After

1353
01:38:57,800 --> 01:39:03,330
tomorrow, we're going back home and I

1354
01:39:03,330 --> 01:39:05,790
want you to just focus on school.

1355
01:39:05,800 --> 01:39:09,130
I'll take care of you, I'm gonna start my

1356
01:39:09,130 --> 01:39:13,860
business. Yeah, what do you have in mind?

1357
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You'll see.

1358
01:39:17,130 --> 01:39:20,860
[Kissing]

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I'm going to take a shower. Noooo! Noooo. Snuggle! I need a shower.

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[Music]

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[Suspense]

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[Music]

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Growing up,

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I looked up to you dad, more than I think

1365
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you will ever know. I wanted to be you.

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I wanted to know how to fix things when

1367
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they were broken. I wanted to know how to

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work on cars.

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I loved being with you and the horses.

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[Music]

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I wanted to have a wife and family to take

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care of, all of this, just like you.

1373
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I never saw anything wrong or different

1374
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about how I felt. You were my model and

1375
01:42:51,160 --> 01:42:53,090
even though you would rather David help

1376
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you with working on whatever car we had

1377
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at the time. I was the one out there with

1378
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you, watching and learning the tools to

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give to you. Meanwhile, my brother just

1380
01:43:01,600 --> 01:43:04,360
went about playing with no interest.

1381
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I kind of felt like maybe I was supposed

1382
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to be a boy but I wasn't and that didn't

1383
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really bother me too much, at least not

1384
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until I got older. You seem to resist my

1385
01:43:17,730 --> 01:43:19,660
help a lot of the time but I didn't care.

1386
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You would even tell me to "go help your

1387
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mother" maybe that would make me a girl.

1388
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I would still try to watch and spend

1389
01:43:27,830 --> 01:43:30,860
time with you when I could. You didn't

1390
01:43:30,860 --> 01:43:32,490
pay much attention to me and I felt like

1391
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you weren't interested in me but the

1392
01:43:34,960 --> 01:43:38,490
horses connected me to you. I love our

1393
01:43:38,500 --> 01:43:40,860
horses because you do and when you

1394
01:43:40,860 --> 01:43:42,290
bought me my own horse, I named her

1395
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Starlight and she gave me peace. I'd love

1396
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to see her smile when I rode and your

1397
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happiness when I would win in

1398
01:43:49,430 --> 01:43:54,390
competitions. Sometimes, the distance

1399
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between us made me feel, for a long time,

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that I wasn't your kid or that you

1401
01:43:58,600 --> 01:44:02,100
didn't want me. It was always difficult

1402
01:44:02,100 --> 01:44:03,400
to talk with you for fear of

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01:44:03,400 --> 01:44:06,900
disappointing you. So I think a lot of my

1404
01:44:06,900 --> 01:44:08,730
strength came from having to be so

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01:44:08,730 --> 01:44:13,390
independent. You will say I'm stubborn,

1406
01:44:13,400 --> 01:44:16,130
you seem proud only when other people

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01:44:16,130 --> 01:44:19,860
would show or say they're proud of me.

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[Music]

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I never really knew how you felt until I

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came out to you. When I did, you could not

1411
01:44:30,800 --> 01:44:32,800
really acknowledge it but you said you

1412
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felt like you were not there for me. You

1413
01:44:37,460 --> 01:44:40,290
somewhat blamed yourself, even though I

1414
01:44:40,300 --> 01:44:42,460
knew it. Five years old, I had an

1415
01:44:42,460 --> 01:44:47,260
attraction for women. I say women because

1416
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I had never had a crush on girls my age.

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It was always a teacher, a friend's mom

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or an actress.

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I know growing up, it was difficult and

1420
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unique. Too many people told me, even you.

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For as much as human nature thrives on

1422
01:45:10,860 --> 01:45:15,030
fitting in, always felt outside of the

1423
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box. I guess it was my god-given right

1424
01:45:19,430 --> 01:45:23,990
be unique. So much of my life experiences

1425
01:45:24,000 --> 01:45:25,830
were shaped, learned or developed in

1426
01:45:25,830 --> 01:45:30,490
small town Green Pastures, USA. I will say

1427
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that even with the negativity and

1428
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difficult times, I am blessed and even

1429
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stronger for them.

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[Music]

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You're the only man that I need in my life

1432
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and I want you to be proud of me. Once my

1433
01:45:52,760 --> 01:45:55,730
brother grows up, I will add him to the

1434
01:45:55,730 --> 01:45:59,990
list. Going away to school has been good

1435
01:46:00,000 --> 01:46:02,100
for me because I'm finally out from

1436
01:46:02,100 --> 01:46:08,430
under your cover and moms. I'm able to be

1437
01:46:08,430 --> 01:46:11,930
me and I'm happy. I want you to know that

1438
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I've met a girl, her name is Candy. She's

1439
01:46:18,030 --> 01:46:21,160
been through a lot but I look forward to

1440
01:46:21,160 --> 01:46:24,160
us growing together. I can already feel

1441
01:46:24,160 --> 01:46:28,830
that she loves me and I'm beginning to love her.

1442
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[Music]

1443
01:46:34,760 --> 01:46:37,430
I love you so much dad

1444
01:46:39,730 --> 01:46:42,490
and I hope you and Mom will be open to meeting

1445
01:46:42,500 --> 01:46:45,930
Candy. I want all the special people in

1446
01:46:45,930 --> 01:46:54,330
my life to know because they all love me. Love, Sarah.

1447
01:46:54,330 --> 01:46:58,830
[Music]

1448
01:46:58,830 --> 01:47:03,760
Sarah, wrote this letter to me and I felt that you share it

1449
01:47:03,760 --> 01:47:10,730
with all of you. We say life is precious, why don't we treat it that way?

1450
01:47:10,730 --> 01:47:19,830
Tell our children we love them, we 'll do anything for them. It is really seen in our actions

1451
01:47:19,830 --> 01:47:25,130
So many times we allow life to pass us by.

1452
01:47:25,130 --> 01:47:28,730
In our church and in living.

1453
01:47:28,730 --> 01:47:31,090
I hate my wife.

1454
01:47:31,100 --> 01:47:37,400
We believe tomorrow will be better.

1455
01:47:37,400 --> 01:47:41,730
because we cannot embrace today.

1456
01:47:41,730 --> 01:47:47,690
And we want yesterday back and we cannot have it.

1457
01:47:47,700 --> 01:47:56,430
Now, Sarah's gone. Gone before she

1458
01:47:56,430 --> 01:48:02,960
knows how proud I am of her. Gone

1459
01:48:02,960 --> 01:48:10,760
before she ever knows my great love for her.

1460
01:48:10,760 --> 01:48:12,590
[Music]

1461
01:48:12,600 --> 01:48:19,260
Sarah's teaching me, even in her death. That's one thing I

1462
01:48:19,260 --> 01:48:25,930
loved about her. Even as a little girl,

1463
01:48:25,930 --> 01:48:29,490
I knew she was special and different.

1464
01:48:29,500 --> 01:48:31,230
[Music]

1465
01:48:31,230 --> 01:48:35,360
But I though if I would deny what I

1466
01:48:35,360 --> 01:48:38,930
believed and what I felt, it all just

1467
01:48:38,930 --> 01:48:43,660
go away, when instead, I pushed Sarah away.

1468
01:48:43,660 --> 01:48:49,290
and I can't allow that to happen again

1469
01:48:49,300 --> 01:48:51,500
for my son.

1470
01:48:51,500 --> 01:48:54,930
[Music]

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01:48:54,930 --> 01:48:56,660
David!

1472
01:48:56,660 --> 01:49:02,830
I want you to know, that whoever you become,

1473
01:49:02,830 --> 01:49:08,190
we will be proud of you. Whoever you choose to

1474
01:49:08,200 --> 01:49:16,930
want, I will want them also. I want David to live the life

1475
01:49:16,930 --> 01:49:20,990
that he want's to live. I want him to be happy,

1476
01:49:21,000 --> 01:49:28,800
not trying to please me or his mum or anyone else. I say

1477
01:49:28,800 --> 01:49:41,560
this to David and to everyone of you. Don't just live your life, love life

1478
01:49:41,560 --> 01:49:42,560
till death.

1479
01:49:42,560 --> 01:49:57,530
[Music]

1480
01:49:57,530 --> 01:50:03,090
I'm so sorry. It is not your fault.

1481
01:50:03,100 --> 01:50:08,430
I should have protected her. I should

1482
01:50:08,430 --> 01:50:10,730
have protected her too. I should have

1483
01:50:10,730 --> 01:50:13,630
protected her and not sheltered her

1484
01:50:13,630 --> 01:50:17,030
and let her know that no matter who you are,

1485
01:50:17,030 --> 01:50:19,530
that some people will see your greatness

1486
01:50:19,530 --> 01:50:22,630
and try and destroy you.

1487
01:50:22,630 --> 01:50:26,290
She lived a fairy tale and I should have

1488
01:50:26,300 --> 01:50:29,730
shown her the real word. I should have

1489
01:50:29,730 --> 01:50:35,960
been honest with her and I kept her from my own truth.

1490
01:50:35,960 --> 01:50:40,260
[Music]

1491
01:50:40,260 --> 01:50:44,690
I loved her so much. And she loved you too.

1492
01:50:44,700 --> 01:50:59,500
[sobbing]

1493
01:50:59,500 --> 01:51:05,000
[Music]

1494
01:51:05,000 --> 01:51:09,030
So, how's aunt Mary?

1495
01:51:09,030 --> 01:51:11,660
She's good.

1496
01:51:11,660 --> 01:51:13,830
I spoke with her yesterday before going

1497
01:51:13,830 --> 01:51:16,560
to the memorial.

1498
01:51:16,560 --> 01:51:21,160
She was upset and more worried about me.

1499
01:51:23,500 --> 01:51:29,260
I told her I'll be fine, just said it was

1500
01:51:29,260 --> 01:51:30,830
gonna hurt for a long time.

1501
01:51:30,830 --> 01:51:35,890
I know cousin, I'm sorry.

1502
01:51:35,900 --> 01:51:38,300
Now, she was so sweet and I know that she

1503
01:51:38,300 --> 01:51:41,630
really loved you but you really are a

1504
01:51:41,630 --> 01:51:43,360
better person for her being in your life.

1505
01:51:46,600 --> 01:51:49,860
That's why I want to kill that bitch.

1506
01:51:49,860 --> 01:51:52,330
Candy you have to learn how to forgive

1507
01:51:52,330 --> 01:51:54,160
so that you can have peace in your own

1508
01:51:54,160 --> 01:51:56,660
life. And I know that aunt marry told you that.

1509
01:51:56,660 --> 01:51:59,890
[Sniffling]

1510
01:51:59,900 --> 01:52:03,160
Yes she did.

1511
01:52:07,160 --> 01:52:13,030
Why is it that I always keep loosing? You know, I know that we

1512
01:52:13,030 --> 01:52:14,660
haven't been that close growing up but

1513
01:52:14,660 --> 01:52:17,360
I've always looked at you as one of the

1514
01:52:17,360 --> 01:52:20,690
strongest people that I know and it

1515
01:52:20,700 --> 01:52:22,630
sucks that aunt Marry had the kid locked up

1516
01:52:22,630 --> 01:52:24,730
over that loser but that's what she felt

1517
01:52:24,730 --> 01:52:27,590
like she had to do at the time. And I

1518
01:52:27,600 --> 01:52:29,100
know that she thought you were strong

1519
01:52:29,100 --> 01:52:31,930
enough to maintain, even though you

1520
01:52:31,930 --> 01:52:42,130
didn't see it. Yeah, you're right, I shouldn't have focused on what I had to gain.

1521
01:52:49,760 --> 01:52:56,290
I'm just tired, Keisha. Tired of that when

1522
01:52:56,300 --> 01:53:01,900
a little good does come, it always seems to get fucked up.

1523
01:53:01,900 --> 01:53:06,800
[Sobbing]

1524
01:53:06,800 --> 01:53:12,130
This Sarah, come out and she

1525
01:53:12,130 --> 01:53:15,660
had me felt like I wanna do better for myself.

1526
01:53:23,660 --> 01:53:26,990
I want refer her always.

1527
01:53:31,000 --> 01:53:41,600
till the end. I never thought that the edn will be so soon.

1528
01:53:41,600 --> 01:53:47,800
[Sobbing]

1529
01:53:47,800 --> 01:53:54,000
We live and we live so well, right.

1530
01:53:54,000 --> 01:53:59,030
Yeah but why this shit gotta be so hard?

1531
01:53:59,030 --> 01:54:13,390
[Sobbing]

1532
01:54:13,400 --> 01:54:16,400
Thanks.

1533
01:54:18,100 --> 01:54:24,160
Gotta be there more for each other, okay. Cool.

1534
01:54:24,160 --> 01:54:45,060
[Music]

1535
01:54:45,060 --> 01:54:48,860
I got you baby girl and this time,

1536
01:54:48,860 --> 01:54:51,190
I won't let you go.

1537
01:54:51,200 --> 01:55:26,400
[Music]

1538
01:55:26,400 --> 01:57:44,530
[Music]

1539
01:57:50,100 --> 01:58:00,930
♫♫Yeah, you ever been in love? I know she was

1540
01:58:00,930 --> 01:58:11,390
♫♫Tattered Souls, exquisite tastes. Yeah, she beautiful,

1541
01:58:11,400 --> 01:58:13,930
that black rose from the hood. The one

1542
01:58:13,930 --> 01:58:16,730
they talk about, whose misunderstood. She's a

1543
01:58:16,730 --> 01:58:19,190
this, she's a that for the more her booty

1544
01:58:19,200 --> 01:58:21,930
clap but before that, she was moving down

1545
01:58:21,930 --> 01:58:25,130
g-packs or ugly act that caused young

1546
01:58:25,130 --> 01:58:28,490
shot it tears, huh. Over and over again huh huh

1547
01:58:28,500 --> 01:58:31,100
close peers 3:00 in the morning,

1548
01:58:31,100 --> 01:58:33,530
is we low creeper starts. Stepfather and

1549
01:58:33,530 --> 01:58:36,530
a barrel forcing her legs apart, damn. Death

1550
01:58:36,530 --> 01:58:38,730
threats to her mother if the truth sprouts.

1551
01:58:38,730 --> 01:58:41,390
Tears and screams from my black whose

1552
01:58:41,400 --> 01:58:43,600
never heard. If I catch your mama, put a

1553
01:58:43,600 --> 01:58:48,300
pot and that's my word. Shy! shy!

1554
01:58:48,300 --> 01:58:54,700
Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.

1555
01:58:54,700 --> 01:59:00,760
Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.

1556
01:59:00,760 --> 01:59:07,790
Tatted soul, rise, rise. Tatted soul, shine shine.

1557
01:59:07,800 --> 01:59:11,460
Tatted soul, rise, rise. Yeah!

1558
01:59:11,460 --> 01:59:14,160
♫♫I can relate, once a woman in my past life

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break called Nikhil the nigger twice

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slice slice, cha cha. Now I'm in the man's

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body atooma bronze, it's a rights law or

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forgetting for my soul states plain.

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That's poets of the presence, Candy

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gotta stripper freak essence, a curse or a

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blessing, she learn a life lessons, life

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lessons. Yeah, that's the blessing, a new

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direction through the lives in the screens

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and then for her dreams, she died inside

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but still shine like moon beans, looking

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for real love like Kanye looking for

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Jesus. Yeah! I like being in her life

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completing puzzle pieces, the love in

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their eyes we're passionate increases.

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Who we are the judge, the love real love

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happens for a reason♫♫